A Mother’s Letter to Santa

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Dear Santa,

What I want, can’t be bought in a store.
No, what I want, means so much more.

It’s something I have waited so long to hear.
I really hope my wish is granted, this year.

It seems to come so easily for most kids.
I hope this wasn’t caused, by something I did.

I have cried, and whispered many prayers.
Sometimes, I feel like no one is there.

The pain is real, and hard to bear.
Please, Santa, show me that you care.

I’m trying really hard to not lose hope,
But I’m losing the strength I need, to cope.

If it’s something that you would let me loan,
I would be willing to give away my own.

You see, I will do whatever it takes,
Just to get rid, of all these heartaches.

So Santa, if I could have my choice,
I want my son, to get a voice.

Sincerely,
A mama who will never lose hope.

This article was submitted to Finding Cooper’s Voice by Samantha Fawns. Her son Carter Rue, thinks he is a pirate. He also, happens to have autism. Everyday is an adventure, when you are a part of “Carter’s Crew.” Sam shares their journey at The Au-Some Pirate.)

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Kate Swenson

Kate Swenson lives in Minnesota with her husband Jamie, and four children, Cooper, Sawyer, Harbor and Wynnie. Kate launched Finding Cooper's Voice from her couch while her now 11-year-old son Cooper was being diagnosed with autism. Back then it was a place to write. Today it is a living, thriving community of people who want to not only advocate for autism, but also make the world a better place for individuals with disabilities and their families. Her first book, Forever Boy, will be released, April 5, 2022.

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